REGRET OF MY LAST RELATIONSHIP

Regret of My Last Relationship

I never knew he was not a believer. We prayed
together, we church together, we even fasted together; He was everything to me: When I needed money he gave me,  I took him to my mum,  to my greatest surprise mum loved him.  Mum has never liked any of my male friends. She must have excuse for not liking them. One was too short for me despite he was a good Christian. What an excuse.  

Truly, I am a short beautiful girl.  But I loved Dave! Dave was too short for mum. A little shorter than me though. But does that really matters? All I cared about was someone that can understand me. When I raise my hand, Dave knows what I wanted.  We were the most  beautiful couple on campus.  We did everything together. But he never touched me for sex.  He was a good home trained boy that does not believe in that, naturally. 

My growth spiritually was slow but I was not an unbeliever when I met Fred. I couldn't pray through, but he convinced me that he heard God spoke to him.  He was mentoring me I thought. Put me through in so many spiritual things. He condemned so many things I use to do.  

I love my trousers,  jean most especially. He took them away! Bought me ten beautiful colorful  skirts, just in one day. I haven't left school when I met him. 

Fred was a civil engineer. I met him at my aunt's church in porthacourt  when I went to see my aunt from school. Fred was a youth leader at my aunt's church. Oh! I regretted the day I met Fred. I spent two weeks with aunty Vic. It was like a day, just because of Fred. As if my break should not end again. 

He took my number on that same day aunty Vic introduced me to him. We became friends that same day.  Our friendship brought him to University of Ibadan where I was studying then severally. He will always lodge in an hotel when he comes around. 

I was serving as a youth Corp when I decided to visit Fred without notice. I travelled down from Kano to porthacourt to see Fred on this fateful day. I got to his house around 9:05. The gate was left unlocked. I peeped and peeped,  no sign of the gate man. I wanted to do a surprise visit.  

I entered the compound without anyone noticing me. Getting to the door,  it was locked,  but I was hearing sounds from inside. But not of people talking, it was not a sound I was  really familiar with either.  Not of pain,  not of joy,  but so weak.  I peeped through the window I was hearing the sound from. It was so dark. I turned round the house to the other door,  it was wide opened. 

Right in the kitchen I met a guy in a hot sex with a lady. I ran back. He left the girl, and  ran after me. He got me so quickly. Slapped me,  asking me who I wanted. I said "please its Fred"  He dragged me along, took me inside,  open a dark room, threw me on the floor, and said,  good we have a new goat now! 

I tell you, I was breathing as if it was my last breath. He pointed a gun at me,  and told me to hold my lips. He opened the wardrobe in the room, brought out rope to tie my hands to the  back.  He tied my face with a scarf he loosed from his head. 

I was lying down almost lifeless for fear, when I noticed a wet hands pull down my skirt.  I wanted to shout but I remembered the gun.  I started begging him. He slapped me severally and deflowered me. I cried and cried as he was struggling to do this. After this I heard him left the room banging the door behind him. 

I was still sobbing like a baby, when I head the voice of Fred coming along the corridor of the room I was put. I heard someone told him,  "Scot! we have a new goat,  Baba will be glad,  I think she missed her road, she was looking for one Fred" I heard the door opened,  and I saw the ray of light through the scarf on my face as they switched on the room's light. 

Then Fred said "why the blood" I was bleeding! "Idiot!  did you rape the  goat?" Fred said.  I didn't know she was a virgin!  He replied. "Notwithstanding you have defiled the goat! She must not meat a man for seven days, Please throw her away! She is not useful. We shall use the old  goat. 

She is already here for seven days." Fred said again. I was shaking where I was lying for the revelation that Fred is a cultist. 
By himself he pulled off my blindfold,  just to discover his wife to be. 


Take heed! 
Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father.